These past few weeks my faith was really challenged as I strove to serve God. Allow me to explain.
I worked up at Old Faithful Christian Ranch in Island Park Idaho. I have to say it was very rewarding working with other people to impact high school and middle school students for Christ. However, working at the camp was definitely not easy. Both weeks, I was under spiritual attack around late Monday or early Tuesday. The devil attacked me with my fear of being inadequate in my ministry to the students.
Both weeks I had to pray for strength and wisdom while other staff members came around and encouraged me to continue to do what I know God has called me to do. My former pastor, Keith Stayman, put it this way when I said I was under spiritual attack, "That means you are doing something right." That hit me hard, I had been feeling inadequate for what Christ called! I thought God may have made a mistake choosing me to serve that week so this had really hit me at my core. The devil works hard to immobilize us when we are serving Christ.
When the devil attacks us spiritually, then we are doing something right! The devil wouldn't hit me as hard if I didn't care about Christ and try to lead people toward him but since I am ministering for Christ, that means that I am now on his hit list! So since I am on his hit list it means I need to rely on Christ even more because without Christ's protection and putting on the armor of God...I am in serious trouble!
I was encouraged this past week to pick an action verse and a life verse, something that I can fall back upon in times of trouble. I found those two verses. My life verse is Philippians 1:21 "To live is Christ and to die is gain." I am not trying to build myself up here on earth. I don't want treasure on earth! I want to live my life in light of eternity, because that's where life really gets kicking. While I am here on earth I want to live it out for Christ but when I die it's going to be even better.
My action verse is Micah 6:8 "He has shown you oh man what is good and what the Lord requires of you, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God." That's what Christ wants us to do. If we walk humbly with him then he will lead us! But if we are proud and stubborn then Christ has a much harder time molding us. It is for Christ that we have to live, not for ourselves.
At the end of the day, you have to decide whether or not you are following Christ. If you are following Christ then grit your teeth cause it will not be easy. I once heard a saying, "Accepting Christ can be the easiest thing in the world...living for him will be the hardest thing you will ever do."
I worked up at Old Faithful Christian Ranch in Island Park Idaho. I have to say it was very rewarding working with other people to impact high school and middle school students for Christ. However, working at the camp was definitely not easy. Both weeks, I was under spiritual attack around late Monday or early Tuesday. The devil attacked me with my fear of being inadequate in my ministry to the students.
Both weeks I had to pray for strength and wisdom while other staff members came around and encouraged me to continue to do what I know God has called me to do. My former pastor, Keith Stayman, put it this way when I said I was under spiritual attack, "That means you are doing something right." That hit me hard, I had been feeling inadequate for what Christ called! I thought God may have made a mistake choosing me to serve that week so this had really hit me at my core. The devil works hard to immobilize us when we are serving Christ.
When the devil attacks us spiritually, then we are doing something right! The devil wouldn't hit me as hard if I didn't care about Christ and try to lead people toward him but since I am ministering for Christ, that means that I am now on his hit list! So since I am on his hit list it means I need to rely on Christ even more because without Christ's protection and putting on the armor of God...I am in serious trouble!
I was encouraged this past week to pick an action verse and a life verse, something that I can fall back upon in times of trouble. I found those two verses. My life verse is Philippians 1:21 "To live is Christ and to die is gain." I am not trying to build myself up here on earth. I don't want treasure on earth! I want to live my life in light of eternity, because that's where life really gets kicking. While I am here on earth I want to live it out for Christ but when I die it's going to be even better.
My action verse is Micah 6:8 "He has shown you oh man what is good and what the Lord requires of you, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God." That's what Christ wants us to do. If we walk humbly with him then he will lead us! But if we are proud and stubborn then Christ has a much harder time molding us. It is for Christ that we have to live, not for ourselves.
At the end of the day, you have to decide whether or not you are following Christ. If you are following Christ then grit your teeth cause it will not be easy. I once heard a saying, "Accepting Christ can be the easiest thing in the world...living for him will be the hardest thing you will ever do."


